Quarto Branco nº 74

Relembrando a primeira mensagem :

*Entrei com a minha mala de roupa e as minhas guitarras, pousando tudo na cama do meio. Imediatamente ajeitei as minhas coisas naquele espaço, cantarolando um rock qualquer. Deitei-me sobre a cama, desmazelado, liguei os fones ao meu iPod e fechei os olhos, relaxando depois da longa viagem.*

*não acredita no que ouve*...

*suspira* You are wanted Umiko... desired even... *levanta o rosto dele e olha em seus olhos* I love you...

*Funguei, olhando fundo nos olhos dele e pousei o rosto no pescoço dele.* - It's kinda difficult to say that words, so... - *Um sorriso meloso tomou conta do meu rosto e fechei os olhos.* - I "heart" you too... - *Sussurrei, apertando-o mais.*

Now that that's out of the way... continue the story please...

*Engoliu em seco e fechei os olhos.* - Well... He would use me as his sex toy, every single day and night, without rest... And if I refused to do anything, or did something that he tought to be bad behaviour he would beat me up until I was knocked out... A-and even then, he would rape me while I was inconscious... A-and he ev-ven forced me to do it with other people that I didn't even know by sight or name! I-I... That's why I'm so afraid of doing it, you know? These scars... He fucked me up until my mind cracked, beat me till I had my lungs perfured by my ribs and then showered my back with gasoline... H-he... Had a lighter on him... - *Lágrimas grossas escorriam dos meus olhos ao lembrar-me da dor daquele dia, felizmente, o último que o vi, e quando ele foi finalmente preso.*

*não diz absolutamente nada por um tempo, ponderando como é possível que um ser humano assim exista*

... We don't have to actually do it, if you don't want to honey... *acaricia seu rosto* let's just roll with going out together, how does that sound?

By the way... about that guy... I'll help you. I'll heal you. I'll protect you. You needn't worry about him as long as I'm here.

*Olhei para ele da cor de um tomate.* - I-I... Actually don't mind doing it, if it's with you... I actually want to try it... It's just... I'm a little afraid of hurting myself of how sore I still am... And About that... - *Desfiz o nó que se encontrava na minha nuca, um dos vários que prendiam a bata do hospital atrás. Cheguei a gola para o lado, revelando uma marca bem forte e severa, de um chupão, juntamente com a marca de dentes.* - He came yesterday while I was asleep... Mot much later after you left... A nurse told me while I was being treated last night... - *Suspirei profundamente e apertei-o com força entre os meus braços.* - Guess I really am doomed...

Oi gente eu voltei de viagem agora desculpe não avisar eu esqueci ^^